Maybe it's that stupid Badminton-endorphine High I got.
Maybe it's because I've been hanging out with Kenn waaaaay too much. Well, actually, I doubt that's a factor. Seeing almost every male in our school grope and fondle his body from head/neck *cough*Alfie*cough* to his ... ehem... *cough*Kyle*cough*twice*cough* is not exactly the most lucrative reward for getting in shape.
But I don't know. I was just lying in bed this afternoon after an exhausting day at school when I suddenly just had this urge to work my body into even more exhaustion (could this possibly be a primal instinct to vent frustration? Because this day is by far easily one of the most frustrating days of the school year). I started doing push-ups, sit-ups/crunches--even those stupid dumbells that mom and dad got for Andrew for his wrist all those many years ago and just pumped it out.
Now I'm sweating like hell and my arms feel like they've been stripped of the ability to move. (Yes, my hands and arms are collapsed on the computer table and my fingers are the only things moving) But hey, even though my head's spinning, I'm happy. Endorphine-production has been at full throttle.
Elsewhere, LEE PANOPIO OH MY FRIGGIN GOD I'M SORRY WALTER THOSE STUPID STAFFERS KASI E HAD TO GIVE IT AT THE WRONG TIME *swears in rapid strings of Cantonese* THIS IS JUST SO SCREWED UP AT LEAST WE'VE GOTTEN RID OF THE STUPID EVIDENCE AND YEAH I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M STILL TYPING IN THIS RIDICULOUSLY BIG FONT IN ALL CAPS BUT I'M HIGH AND HAPPY AND MY HEAD'S SPINNING AND MY FINGERS ARE TAKING CONTROL SO DON'T SWEAT IT AND STOP READING WHENEVER YOU FEEL LIKE IT BECAUSE THIS REALLY ISN'T GONNA MAKE A LOT OF SENSE OR GET TO ANY POINT BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I'M LIKE RIGHT AFTER I'VE WORKED OUT AND IF MY ARMS DIDN'T FEEL LIKE JELLY I'D BE A LOT MORE COHERENT AND DEEP JEEZ I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE STILL READING THIS IS JUST LAME AND IF YOU'RE LIKE ME YOU'LL HAVE GONE NUTS FROM THE SHEER LACK OF PUNCTUATION AND RAPHIE WILL PROBABLY TELL ME I'M A DISGRACE TO ALL NORMAL SENTIENT BLOGGERS ACROSS THE KNOWN UNIVERSE BUT HEY THESE ARE THOUGHTS COMING FROM MY HANDS AND A VERY FUZZY CLOUDED BRAIN WITH LOTS OF KEF TO SPARE SO YOU REALLY CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE STILL FREAKING READING THIS YOU MUST BE LIKE THE MOST PERSISTENT PATIENT PERSON IN THE WORLD EITHER THAT OR YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO REGARD FOR PUNCTUATION AND THE FINERIES OF THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE AND SPEAKING OF FINERIES WHAT THE HECK IS UP WITH THOSE IDIOTS THAT CAN'T SPEAK MANDARIN PROPERLY I MEAN THEY ALREADY FREAKING DUMBED CHINESE DOWN FOR THEM THE LEAST THEY CAN DO IS FORM THE WORDS PROPERLY THAT IS LIKE AN ACTUAL NORTHERNER AND NOT LIKE SOME IDIOTIC AIRHEAD THAT HASN'T BEEN TAUGHT CHINESE FOR ELEVEN FREAKING YEARS OF HIS HUMANE EXISTENCE I MEAN THE FACT THAT SOME PEOPLE STILL CAN'T DIFFERENTIATE THE PINYIN T AND THE PINYIN D AND THE PINYIN G AND THE PINYIN K AND THE PINYIN CH AND THE PINYIN ZH AND THE PINYIN C AND THE PINYIN Z IS FIRST OF ALL ABSOLUTELY DISGRACEFUL AND SECOND JUST SO STUPID TO LISTEN TO THAT I CAN'T HELP BUT INWARDLY LAUGH AT HOW LOUSY THEY SOUND I MEAN IF THEY CAN'T EVEN FAIR SEMI-WELL IN MANDARIN HOW WOULD THEY FAIR IN HOKKIEN AND ONE MORE THING HOW COME TEACHERS ARE ALWAYS SO PICKY ABOUT STUDENTS SAYING HI TO THEM IN THE HALLS I MEAN I ALWAYS ALWAYS SAY HI IN THE HALLS BUT THEM NOOOO WHEN I BUMP INTO A TEACHER OTHER THAN MR. YOUNG AND MS. JOYA THEY'LL JUST LOOK AT ME AND LOOK AT ME UNTIL WE'VE PASSED EACH OTHER BY IF I DON'T WAVE HI SO WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO SAY THEY'RE WAITING FOR ME TO MAKE THE FIRST GODDAMN MOVE I MEAN I'VE DONE MORE THAN MY FAIR SHARE NOW IT'S YOUR TURN.
Okay, I feel a lot better now.
A lot of the stuff that's bugged me is now off my chest. Haha! Well, no, nothing deep today. Just a lot of honesty. What you have read above is exactly how I felt, and no other implications or thoughts or assumptions have been included.
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