Tuesday, October 03, 2006

So that's it?

My entire life--I'm always going to have to be endlessly choosing between myself and my friends, is that it?

Because honestly, and I don't even know who I'm saying this to, I am sick of being absolutely shallow and having a supreme abundance of friends, or being deep and have people turn away because they can't relate.

So it's always gonna be like that, huh?

I hate this.

I miss my Goddamn friends. Where are you guys? Why can't I feel you anymore? We barely even talk anymore. Can't you feel it? Or doesn't it really matter?

Yeah, you've got your own groups of people now. I can understand how you might not find it important right now. But, God.

God.

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