It'll be hard to face everyday without you. I think of all we've been through and feel like this integral bit of my life has just been torn away and handed to someone else so that their lives can be complete but they have no idea that they've been made whole because the were blind and took everything for granted. I know because I was like that and I was so stupid and I'd give anything for a single day more with you, holding your hands and looking into your eyes.
If I held your hand today, would it be too awkward? Would hugs seem too affectionate now? Now that we aren't with each other?
If I died tomorrow, would you just regret, or would you cry in your room in those lazy mornings with perfect light when you'd be awake but stay in bed like you told me you do?
It's hard to wake in and out of everywhere and know that you're a whole world away, surrounded by your friends, and people you don't even like, and I'm here wishing we could be together and make both our days.
And then there are others but they don't compare to you. Nothing even close. I love you, do you know?
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If I died tomorrow, would you just regret, or would you cry in your room in those lazy mornings with perfect light when you'd be awake but stay in bed like you told me you do?
It's hard to wake in and out of everywhere and know that you're a whole world away, surrounded by your friends, and people you don't even like, and I'm here wishing we could be together and make both our days.
And then there are others but they don't compare to you. Nothing even close. I love you, do you know?
this bit just rocks!! :)
Haha... thanks.
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